Soon be memory.

The last few days have been amazing. I have been surrounded by the people I love and had more fun than I thought possible. Being able to see all of them together means so much to me, its only a problem when they all want me to have shots with them as individuals. Luckily enough this morning I did not awaken with a hangover, instead I woke up with my mates after an incredible night. I can't remember feeling this good, whether that be due to stress or just bad people in my life, I don't want it to end. So this means it's time to let go. Now it's just me and yes it's scary because it means I'm fair game. I don't feel comfortable with the new guys, I don't like them putting their arms around me or holding me but I like some of the new things they teach me, like the way to hold a kiss or the way to make sure they know they are loved. New beginnings and new roads. That is where I am going.