There's no need to rush, we're all just waiting to die.

Today was one of the worst days in the last little while. I did a few stupid things and I am paying for them dearly. I feel like everything is collapsing. There is so much to do, so much to say sorry for, so much to fix from today. I thought that I was ready, I thought that everything would be fine, nothing is fine. Judgement has never been my strong suit, I've always been unsure of myself and today proves I have reasons for my doubt. I am exhausted and I really needed him today.