The day is over and still so heavy on the mind.

It's strange when the person you believed in is a memory, they aren't real anymore, they've disappeared. I had another great night last night, I met some great people who helped remind me that there is more to life than the wait. There is more than hoping, more than yearning. I'm young, I still have a story left, I get to choose my fate. I've spent my life being under someone's control, whether they are someone I loved or loathed, they chose where I went and what I did. I can change my story, I can make paths to wherever I want to, I can be in love with who ever I want and I don't have to choose for it all to end. All it takes is a moment, all it takes is a decision to let go.