In your fire and in your flood.

I've been playing my ukelele for hours, going over the same chord changes again and again hoping that somewhere within them I could find some sort of sanity and sense. I needed to get a break from what was waiting for me as soon as I stopped playing. I guess you can't have everything. You can't just be with someone to get over someone else. He fell in love quicker than I did and he fell out even faster but that doesn't mean I should be hurting someone else. I guess I was trying to make myself remember what it was like, what it was like to have someone who wants you. It's not great when they only want you for something to do, in all senses of the word. So forgive me if I can't put the ukelele down, but I need something constant to believe in.