None of us thought it was gonna end that way.

Indecision. It's a killer. Should I leave a potential relationship to wait for someone who is never coming back, who I don't even know if I want to come back? I cannot keep my head straight, I never have been able to about this boy, everything has always been jumbled and incomplete. I wish I knew whether this pain was worth it or whether to just let go. Maybe one day I will look back on this and think that it was all for nothing but what if I look back and say I should of tried harder?