I was falling hard with an open heart.

I thought it was going to be you. I thought that despite the stuff we went through, I thought it was going to be you. I guess I was wrong. It's not going to be you because some things you have to do because you deserve more and with all that we went through, I don't deserve to be the second one. The answer to your question is no and unfortunately there is nothing that can let you change that. You only left me when you had her lined up, I will not participate in you causing that pain to another girl and despite how much I feel I need you, I don't need you anymore, let me move on and fix what was broken.