I just want you to dance with me tonight.

I think I am stuck in this endless cycle of emotions. When I'm happy and whole I am completely moved on and with someone new. When I've had a bad day or I'm tired, it's like I regress. While we were together I feel like I got a new best friend, the first person I told when something good happened was him, he would tell me his things as well and it just felt like we were open. Looking back on it with the things I know now, we didn't really tell each other the big things we should of but I think sometimes, it's the small things that matter. So I need to break this cycle. Good thing is I get to make my own choices, choose the person I want to be with. None of them have the connection that I had with him but maybe that will come with time. Just gotta wait for it to pass.