I awaken and untangle you from me.

I've been watching a large amount of fairytale movies recently, not that it's anything unusual. They all find one true love, usually their first love. My first love was full of emotions, both good and bad, it was what could be expected when two very different people fall in love. I have never felt so loved or so lost in my life. I honestly thought that at one stage, it was just me and him, only me and him. Unfortunately it wasn't just us, there were others, there are others now. I think some people aren't meant to fall in love. I wish I could do the whole relationship thing but if I couldn't make it work with the one I loved so much I doubt there is any hope. There was one more first that was rightfully his, someone else wants it now and I don't know what to do anymore.