You won't sing along.

Three days. I have three days to decide. I want to make it work. I want to be able to say everything's okay. What if I need to say it can't work? What if it will hurt less if I just stop it now? I'm not just going to let go of control. What if I am just a confidence boost? Or what if he really means what he says? How do I know which side is right? It's like I can't even see it coming, like there's no warning which one I'm talking to, which side is actually him? I want to say the one who is amazing, who cares. I can just imagine what happens next. Either way I regret my decision. So which road has less hurt? I wish I could say I have experienced all the harshness my life has to offer, but of course there are many years yet to come. One day everything in the past three years won't mean a thing, I will have just been a kid, I didn't understand my decisions, I didn't know who to trust, but I know who I want to.