Letting go was never meant to be easy, it was suppose to hurt, tear yourself apart. But we are all meant to do it, to make a clean break, not to forget, but to move on. They made me move on, pick up the pieces and reconstruct. They reminded me what it was to feel free, safe and sound. I can't put words to the feelings that made me free, only that without them I wouldn't be here, nor would I remember what it was like to see the light, to see what it was like to move on.
They saved me from the darkness, they gave me hope and for that I can never repay them. No amount of cupcakes can tell them what they did, though I am sure they help. One day they will understand the way that they helped. We all experience days where nothing seems to go right. They ended my three year long groundhog day. And now I see life.
Dedicated to Shannon, Lucy, Monica, Hannah, Jake, Georgia, Em, Andrew, Vicky and Steph.
I'm still with you, even on the other side of the world.
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