It's hard to explain why I no longer go to Church, it's not that I don't believe that there is more and it's not that I don't agree with the principles. I think that when I used to go to Church I was a different person, I believed that you could be forgiving, I believed that I didn't need to protect myself from attacks of a certain nature. I thought that going to Church would make people leave the little Christian girl alone.
I feel like I can't go back because I don't belong there anymore, I don't have any right to be there, I swear, I yell and scream and I'm not that nice girl anymore, I am an angry, outspoken "character" to be polite. I don't believe there is a place for me there anymore.
I know that He doesn't give us more than we can handle, but tell that to the people who are no longer with us.
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