This beautiful place isn't everything they say.

You never really think about the people who had been in that relationship role before you. You certainly don't like to think of the people who had been in that relationship role after you. I started to think about that today, about how much of a grudge I hold against those people who tried to take what was supposedly mine. These new girls and boys I may have been particularly close to if it hadn't of been for the fact that they were with someone I once had a special fondness for. One girl was one of my best friends, we made this stupid pact that I would help her with the guy that she liked if she helped me with mine. Someone told her that I was trying to get with her guy and she became infuriated with me. The thing was I cared to much about my boy to even consider hers. We sorted things out and then she did get with my boy. For that I have never forgiven her, for that small a thing. To be honest it wasn't that I thought I actually had a chance with him but the fact that she was so hypocritical. It makes me think about who he's with now, who all of them are with. Are they happy? I can tell you one thing for certain, nothing is as simple as it seems.