SURPRISE! No song lyrics as a title, mostly because this is personal..

One day I looked next to me and you weren't there anymore. I don't really know how I felt about it, I missed you I think but you can never really be sure whether it's the person or the role they play. To be honest I don't think that I have ever met someone like you, you make jokes at really inappropriate times but then you can be the best guy I could ever imagine. I think this is a good space to be in, past upset and being appreciative. Maybe one day we could be friends again, you think? Being friends with you is much better than being in a relationship with you and not talking to you at all. But thing is I don't think you read this blog anymore so I may not have to back any of this shit up. Either way is good with me.