Doing things we haven't for a while.

When I look back on the last five months, some crazy stuff has happened. As usual it's full of regrets and full of things that I would never take back, loaded with "How could I ever drink that much?" and "I really quite like whiskey" and "Why did I think that was EVER a good idea?". Truth is, it's been a really good experience, of different things that I hadn't imagined for myself. Of course there have been a few red headed boys who popped up here are there, like that's new and arguments with people I should have said sorry about, but I think that somethings have changed. I learnt, begrudgingly, that I can be wrong and that I need to chill aggression wise sometimes. You see last night I did something that for years has been foreign to me. I actually was nice to someone the first time I met them. The part which was surprising was the fact that he had a Y chromosone and the crazy part is it didn't hurt. You know, coz us socially awkward freaks need to stick together. I thought I found someone this year, in reality it was just a glimpse of what I have yet to discover. Life's a journey and if you can't enjoy the ride, grab the wheel and change where your destination lies.