The ground below is crumbling.

I wish I could say I don't love you. I wish I could say I hate you. You keep contacted me, I respond once and you set your family on me? I finished my course today, I didn't focus and I didn't say goodbye to the people I should of because I was hurt by you, I come off as the bad guy but you are with someone else. You don't get to be upset, you don't get to be lonely, you chose someone else, you left me, you took my friends, you do not get to make me feel terrible. How did this happen? How can you do this? Why?