I just need some time to play.

I thought that moving on would be easy. I thought that being back with him would make things easier. That was a big mistake, over before it began because I don't want a relationship anymore. I don't want to be committed to anyone, not now and probably not for a long time. I guess it still affects me. So I don't want to have one person who needs me, I don't want to need anyone, people lie and people cheat. So I may as well be the one who has all the fun instead of the one who gets hurt. I'm ready to start my life without some prick who will hold me back and tear me apart. So thanks mate for ruining another thing for me. She hasn't dated before, don't ruin her as well. Does she know you text me saying you love me? Oh well, at least I get to have some fun now.