All this time I was wasting.

The only man that you can trust is your dad. All the other boys just let you down. They hurt you, they try to break you and then they say that was never their intention. I for one, call bull. You cannot trust them, they only care for themselves, they only look out for themselves, they say sorry but they don't know what the word even means. If you repeat something uncountable times you are NOT sorry. Boys lie, cheat and completely rip apart your view of yourself. Don't you think once was enough? Don't you think tipping my world upside down caused distress? You don't get to clear your conscience. You don't get to feel better. You get to feel horrendous just like me.