But they're just old light.

Not being able to trust the people around you sucks. I had hoped that I would be stronger now, I had hoped that no matter what, I still knew who I was. Every time I get out of bed in the morning I have to trust that I know what I'm doing, I have to trust that no matter what I will not doubt myself in the things that are significant. It's never one person's fault. There are always at least two sides. Even if I can't trust myself I need to be able to trust the person next to me, when I can't do that I need to leave, no exceptions. Unfortunately when you don't obey your own rules you find yourself in a contorting mess of unraveling.