In the past month I've been making changes. I have been swimming more than I have in the past three years combined, spent more time listening to my angst-ridden teenage music and ultimately been happier. Unfortunately with more changes there comes more anxiety, the nervous wreck has returned but luckily I have a new gaming buddy so it isn't as bad as it could be. The good thing about getting so wound up is that I can devote all my time to shooting aliens that are clearly aliens, not hidden as friends like out in the real world. Why the world makes it so hard to pick foe from friend boggles me but I guess every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. I hope that soon the dark cloud goes away, if it doesn't then maybe I will take a step back but if I want to be me again, this is what I need to do. Because someone forgot an important day, I guess that means I'm free, that was all I needed to know.
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