All you're ever going to be is mean.

I learnt to run away from my problems, I learnt to run away from him. I learnt that sooner or later they will forget about you, but I don't want him to forget about me. I want him to remember everything he did. I want to be burned in the back of his mind so he never forgets how cruel and disgusting he was and most probably will always be. People are unpredictable, you never know who is going to hurt you, you never know who you might grow to love, so it's important to be cautious. I'm not saying you should box everyone out and I'm not saying you should give your credit card pin number to someone you've been seeing for a week, but there is an inbetween. I should have been more to the person that ment so much to me. I should have been able to say things more easily.
There are positives and negatives to all relationships, but to all the lousy, insolent, hyper-critical, shells of people I think one line of a song is sufficient.

"Some day I'll be living in a big old city and all you're ever going to be is mean." -Taylor Swift