So hold the one you can have in the sweet arms of a tune.

I've been trying to think with a clear head. It's something I used to be great at, it seems I have lost that talent somewhere along the way. I guess I keep coming back to a couple of things, you don't treat someone you love like crap. I was giving the boy who means the world to me a chance to prove that we could do this, that we could be a couple again. To find out that they just threw it back in my face when I risked so much for them is something that I just can't get passed. I would never do to him what he has done and I think it's time to find someone who will say they love me, that they want to care for me, only me and mean it.